Winston seemed a little worried the instant that they met

Julia was the one who put this story into set

With a note and a story that has a tragic end

A note from Julia that soon would send

Winston would stare at it for hours, opening it at night

She was not bad not even a fright

The note said “I love you,” Winston in dismay

It was soon enough they would meet each other each day

Winston and Julia enjoyed their times together; hiding in the trees

They were falling but not yet naked below their knees

They would talk about past relationships and more to be told

About the razor blades taken out of stores no longer to be sold

Julia was young and free while Winston old and rebelling

They would sit around enjoying each others telling

Of what they had accomplished and what they did wrong

Laughing at the party’s unbelieveable song

An innocent looking old man, Mr.Charrington with a room

No telescreens, Winston and Julia moved in with a boom

There were paintings and everything seemed good

The both would have sex as much as they could

But it was that very day a voice a call from the painting

Nothing could save them now all they could do was listen to the tainting

They both knew well what they had done and now they would find out

There was torturing until every bit of the heart was torn about

O’Brien would change Winston but there was one last place most wouldn’t survive

Room 101, the rats and later Winston comes out alive.

Occasionally after released Winston would see Julia and whisper to her,

About their times of torture they would murmur.

It wasn’t till later Winston would die,

He wouldn’t cry, not at all

because he loved Big Brother!

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hey guys! todays been very depressing for me and these last couple days also. ive been very concerned with soccer tryouts and today i tell you my story: i was on the jv soccer team last year at niceville and today we got a note that would change my life dramatically. since i was 5 i became in love with the game and its been my main concentration on tv on the net at school and on the field. well these last 3 days i had soccer tryouts for the next year. mr. denton called my name and slid me the piece of paper, with a disappointing paper. i stared at the paper glaring in the sun and could see the white sheet at the words "thankyou for trying out. Unfortunately.." and it shock me and i knew.. that for the first time in my life and my second year in high school i did not make the niceville soccer team. soccer has been my life all i think about and its gone..slipped out of my tips like that! on the way home my dad asked me about it and i bursted in tears "i didnt make it dad" and just like i said..i didnt! i cried and cried..i called my mom who was shocked my stepmom also and my sister who felt very sorry as well.. i feel like my hopes and dreams had slipped away. after i looked at the sheet..tasha came up to me and was smiling :she made the team: "hay lindsey did you make it" and i shook my head no. she looked at me and i fell in her arms with tears, burning tears, falling from my eyes and she told me lindsey itll be okay, it'll be okay. and i know she's right but thats when i realized it, for the first time how great of a friend tasha was to me.and in times of need you know your true friends really do shine! and i was glad i had her..i tried to hide my tears all day and im not sure if ill ever get over this. but last night when i was in my bed praying i asked god if soccer was right for me if it wasnt tell me or if i have failed him don't put me on that team..and thats exactly what he did. and i know gods trying to send me down a path but i dont know whats right? and i dont like either of the choices..
i dont know what to do my heart hurts and im just not sure how to heal it...

hey hey kids! whats going on? sorry i havent recently updating you but i am now! and in case you noticed ive updated a bit of everything. i made a new profile section and a new side section with plenty of quotes! so how are yall? im doing absolutely fine. thursday night i was so siked about not having to go to school the next day it was great..we went to buffalo wild wings and watched the yankees vs. red sox. <is that how you right sox>but yea all the people were in the room just going for the sox i was like what the bleep yankees!!!! i didnt care if they were down the yankees are good. well if you want the truth the only reason i like the yankees is bcos jeter is hott! lol..and then we went to walmart and went home! i through a fit when i found out i had to wear my polka dotted dress i wore that for entre nous interview and i think once is enough. but then we went to my dads fomal retirement ceremony with all the air force people there. and we were holding ryan during the ceremony and he kept screaming cake cake cake! lol i was like wil have cake later! well then you know we ate and my dad got a lot of awards i was like dude i play sports and i get less..i guess its just a military pride thing. and then after that we went back to the cayo grande where we were staying and went swimming! and hung out in the room til 6 after that and papa brought us back food. then my dad had to leave and i got on my new black dress with flowers and it looked fab on me well not to be conceeded but i got a lot of compliments. i got tj and ryan dressed and grandma and me went in the room and hung out until it was time to leave.then we showed up at 6 and gradually like 65 people showed up! and it looked really nice and we had it on the water. and me and alma just kept talking about how jill looked like she was hitting on my dad. and then me and alma got our food last after ordering it first we were like wtf? i went and round and took ton of pictures which i hope i can put on my site eventually when i get em developed and then finally we did our presentation and i recited a poem i wrote for my dad and then we gave him his gift from us he got a 3 day stay in the pebble beach resort and 2 rounds of golf on the pebble beach resort. a spa treatment and get to drive around in a lexus for the time they stay! i was like NO FAIR!!!!!! but they said they would prolly bring us to stay with ashyeas parents and not the resort but thats still cool never been to cali and im excited! and were moving into our house two weekends from now! and its absolutely gorgeous!! and my rooms the second largest and i get the computer! s*c*0*r*E! and i have a tv already but if i wanna buy one bcos there taking it away from me to put in tj;s room or ryans room and i got in exchange for it the computer! im so happy and there getting the dsl on my computer! yippi..and after my dads retirement party i went back to the h0tel and babysat my brother ryan, jules,and brayden my cousins. then brayden woke up at 12 something and wouldnt stop crying and i was trying and trying so then i tried calling and i couldnt get a hold of anyone so i was having a really bad headache! well this morning our family left and papa gave me a 20 and brian and gracie gave me a 25 i was really reluctant. so now i have 97 dollars for homecoming shopping but i need to go sooN!!! Well and this afternoon we were supposed to have bagging so money for our chorus trip and i went to kellys and no one was there, and luckily from what i thought one of the girls in chorus were there. well she wasnt there to bag in fact it wasnt there at all from what she claimed it was at food world. so then i went to food world and my dad dropped me off and thay had no freaking clue either what i was talking about! so then i told derek whom i didnt know worked there and i was like eek! hehe he said hed see me later..who knew derek worked at food world. haha..and then waited forever for dad to pick me back up and finally he did and we went through taco bell. and everyone has been watching while you were out and trading spaces and now everyones asleep! i cant wait to go work out with my dad tomorrow and if we go to the beach thats going to be even better because its better for building your legs. and then next week soccer tryouts which im getting butterflies in my tummy thinking about it! and so thats lindsey agenda..glad to update you! and if you want to leave me a message, oh and d0nt forget to take a picture.